[ Music : Eternal Blaze - Nana Mizuki ]

just look.
comparing the two pictures.
i can really see wad is true happiness.
and whats not
just from the smile.

the latter looks forced.
it isint real.

but the former is!
im glad that it is
but its now all memories.

although its all just memories..
those are good memories..
memories to be treasured
for life?
or maybe not.
maybe till i find another replaceable one.

then i might forget that.
that special place.

although a year has passed already.
i still cant forget the place.
dont know.
true feelings.
true friendship.
true class spirit.
at least thats what my friend feel too.

dont ask me to forget about it.
its all in the past and blah blah blah.
scram if ur not happy with what i post

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oh great.
i just checked my mail.
farewell.
mr lim hua leng.
our chinese teacher.
he transferred to another school.
he quit our school.
sad isint it.
hes a GREAT chinese teacher.

and because of a PP.
many teachers left!

that time i appealed into SA, it was vp chia who got me in.
now? shes gone. because of the PP too.
why?
why does the best always gets removed?
those good times were taken away
those good teachers were "forced" away.


all these things that happen around us.
is it planned?
or is it not?
our actions led to cause?
or what?
why must people like us pay the price???
while the other screw up their "job" instead????????

yea... life..
life is unfair..
some are made so darn rich and powerful..
while some are just poor and helpless.


enjoy better life, you will die.
enjoy a bitter life, you STILL will die.

so. enjoy a better life instead?
dont do things you dont like, unless its beneficial for you,your family,your friends.(not being entirely selfish though)

do things that u enjoy, follow your passion.
chase your dreams
dont live to regret it.

i did.
really.
not getting 8 points was a big regret.
caused me something dear.
something i treasure.
something ive chased after.

one additional point changed it all.
everything
subete.
zenbu.

SO!
no conclusion
cause i dont know wad to conclude
HAHAHA.

well.
that was somekind of.
a reflection.
for year 2008!

now for 2009.
its just.
work hard.
work harder.
and work even harder.