Saturday, May 30, 2009
addictive
[ Music: AMIGO -SHINee ]

like wad zhanhong said.
this song IS kinda addictive..



=/
Friday, May 29, 2009
no more PN
[ Music: Juliette - SHINee ]

great..
no more PN.
due to this..
and that..
no time to practice..
unable to achieve the best..
and so on..
although its true..
but i still feel like going for PN..
i dont mind trying..
but we kept getting put down..
right.......
they appealed to emotions..
they used logic..
they made it feel impossible..
they weighed it on the scale..

and the conclusion they got was that..
we've got no time.
studies are more important right now
you cannot balance your studies and band.
and so on.
but.
studies. everyone is to be responsible for their own results.
could it be that. no one trust that we, the bandits, can perform well for BT and promos, and eventually the As?

i got a feeling that they are trying to say..
"no. you cant do it. dont try."

this outcome..
its not very upsetting.
its also not very neutral
its tending towards sadness.
towards regret.

will we regret what we've chosen today?
---------------------------------------------------------
so probably. for the last time.

goodbye.

flute.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
PRES NIGHT!!???!
[ Music: AMIGO - SHINee ]

lol.
WOW.
PRESENTATION NIGHT!
:O
surprise surprise.
hahaha
nice.
can play on the lovely beloved shiny flute that now lies asleep in the silly old cupboard again!
time to wake up flute.
we've might have things to do.
:)

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hmm i didnt like this song at first.
now i find it not bad.
:)

Thursday, May 21, 2009
sunday
[ Music: none ]

hahaha. talking to some friends who are crappy can be alot of fun!
everyone just start to crap and the conversation just goes crazy and funny.
lol!
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

thursday today.
tomorrow's friday.
chem SPA
after than SPA is all over.

i hope my memory doesnt fail me.
and the lucky pen that can help me remember stuff!
please work tomorrow.
:)

holidays soon.
sashimi soon.
BT2 soon.
-.-
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
nice song
[ Music: Its you - Super Junior ]

nice song!
:D


hehe.

:)
Sunday, May 17, 2009
haircuts..
[ Music: Replay - SHINee ]

ZZZZ
i HATE haircuts
they ALWAYS cut is so DAM SHORT
even though i ALWAYS said dont cut too short.
WAD THE HELL!

i need some professional advice on WHAT haircuts to get
and WHERE
so that i dont have to let them SCREW UP MY HAIR AGAIN.
...

with hate and resentment.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
its. soon over
[ Music: ?? none ]

another day gone by..
another day of "getting used to it"
its human
to do so.
right?

:(

if only.
we can sometimes
remove this intrinsic
human nature.

:)
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
not used to it
[ Music: Eyes on Me - FFVIII ]

not used to coming home that early on wednesdays.
:(
i miss band
TT


i shall play the clarinet for fun.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
last gathering
[ Music: Driving me crazy - Untouchable(언터쳐블) ]

带着沉重的脚步,
离开了那个地方。
回头一看,
只是漆黑一片。
眼前的那盏路灯
只能照亮短短的一段路。
欢笑声遂渐消失,
夜晚又是一片宁静。
天下无不散之宴席,
我们何时能再相逢呢?

so near, yet so far.
thats how life is.
close friends will soon become distant.
true friends are really hard to come by.
you can only pray that they dont forsake you.
and neither do u forsake them.
Friday, May 8, 2009
back on track
[ Music: Symphony No.5 - Mahler ]

and so.
7th of may is now history.
a day of emoing is over.
what is done cannot be undone?

today was proper lessons again.
it wasnt that bad.
except things are getting quite hard for physics.
and its time to.
pump up the work.

:)

MAHLER'S 5TH!


love the part 7mins onwards.
nice xD
Thursday, May 7, 2009
syf
[ Music: Hungarian Rhapsody No. 2 - Liszt ]

right.
so SYF
is now over.
but we still live on
we played our best
we enjoyed ourselves
we had long practices
we worked hard
20 minutes on stage required months of preparation.
fear wasnt there
we conquered fear
we were there to perform
to play for each other
to indulge in the piece
to impress ourselves
to not let ourselves down with all these hard work that we've put in
what we had was fun
excitement
enthusiasm

nothing was running through our minds when we were on stage
we didnt even think about the award.
after we ended our playing, we left
satisfied
it was one hell of a good time
a last time(for j2s at least)
we believed in ourselves
we believed that we did well.
but
the truth wasnt so.
--
when results were announced
gold.
it was what we got.
although we constantly told ourselves
that results are not the most important thing
it is the process.
however, who really can withstand this blow?
the band was really, in a state of shock
we all sat, stunned.
staring into blank space
or at each other
we couldnt utter a single word
after all it wasnt what we expected.

and soon the crying virus spread.
one by one we were overtaken by sadness
seeing people cry is really...
some people cried.
some cried like mad
some just shed some tears.

i tried to contain it.
but it didnt help
in the end i cried too.
i cant explain why i cried
i dont know why i cried
but theres this sense of sadness inside me that made me do so.
in the end
my section had a crying photo.


the question now is
whats next?
im confused.
ive lost my direction
doing well in band would be a nice motivation factor to push ourselves forward in studies
but now, im...

seriously.
what now?
can some1 answer this question..

but.
ill treasure
ill treasure that 20 mins on stage
ill treasure those months in band
ill treasure those wonderful memories that band gave me
ill treasure the friends ive made in band

and ill remember
forever..
always...

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Monday, May 4, 2009
mahler!
[ Music: Mahler's 5th Symphony ]

wow nice symp!
the starting is nice.
i love the fanfare like melody at the start by trumpet
which is then repeated by the french horns
and the t-bones.
nice!~
haha

tmr cca again!
the final laps.
jy everyone.


good night world
Sunday, May 3, 2009
lol.
[ Music: driving me crazy - untouchable ]

lol. hi.
yesterday was RP rehearsal day
a joint event with NYJC.

hmm.
i hope our band can do well for the upcoming syf.
RP on a saturday is also very quiet. very little ppl..
and..
grace called me a "_itching boy"??
lol. hahahaha!
i dont usually do that!!!!!!!!
its only when i complain about.. if u know who.
yes. that person. =.=
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today was baking day.
i rushed all my homework last night to devote today's time to baking cakes!
well.
one of the cakes wasnt really nicely made.
but still edible.
so i decided to have it ourselves(my family)
while im blogging here(at the current time), another cake is in the oven getting baked!
lol.

hmmm.
i hope this last cake.
will turn out
just fine.
doesnt have to be grand nor flashy,
it would suffice if the taste was good enough.
:)
Friday, May 1, 2009
piano
[ Music: Again & Again - 2PM ]

its MAY.
1st day of MAY.
time FLIES.
REALLY.
so FAST.
.
..
...

=.=

....
im MOTIVATED
to learn the PIANO.
schubert's piano sonata D875
!
CURRENTLY
learning that piece by MYSELF.
sounds impossible w/o any piano BACKGROUND.
but i BELIEVE
i can do it SOMEDAY.
lol.