Friday, May 29, 2009
no more PN
[ Music: Juliette - SHINee ]

great..
no more PN.
due to this..
and that..
no time to practice..
unable to achieve the best..
and so on..
although its true..
but i still feel like going for PN..
i dont mind trying..
but we kept getting put down..
right.......
they appealed to emotions..
they used logic..
they made it feel impossible..
they weighed it on the scale..

and the conclusion they got was that..
we've got no time.
studies are more important right now
you cannot balance your studies and band.
and so on.
but.
studies. everyone is to be responsible for their own results.
could it be that. no one trust that we, the bandits, can perform well for BT and promos, and eventually the As?

i got a feeling that they are trying to say..
"no. you cant do it. dont try."

this outcome..
its not very upsetting.
its also not very neutral
its tending towards sadness.
towards regret.

will we regret what we've chosen today?
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so probably. for the last time.

goodbye.

flute.